Thursday, September 17, 2009
what?
Posted by Sergey Miroshnikov at 5:28 AM 0 comments
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Well I have never been an older brother!!!
I'm not writing alot, but if i write, i write something important for me.
For last 9 month my mum was pregnant and i never really seemed to show that i care or just act like i care, but inside myself i always did. And yestrday my mum had baby, my lil sister. And when i saw here today she was looking really ugly , but at same time so cute! i love her and mum!
Thats all i wanted to write abotu. Please pray for them!
Love u all!
Sergey
Posted by Sergey Miroshnikov at 1:04 PM 0 comments
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Life is turning upside down..
My life is really changing now, and what i can tell, it's changing in better way. Much better then it was before.
After i became Christian, I started to look at things differently. It feels good, when u understand if u actually need to do something or you want to do it. So as for last week i took alot of time and started to learn Bible. Tommy was actually a huge help in that. He explained me alot of stuff and words i didn't understand.
Another thing happened Tommy came. It was really nice for second year to wait for him in airport. It was great to see my bald brother.))
As we came back to Kerch from next day(which is today) we started to do church in Hope Center for international people and me:). Matt and Sarah did really good job and they tried really hard to make regular hall to feel like church. It was awesome to sit there today. Thanx alot for your work.
Then we went to the sea and it was great. We didn't swim but we play Pharting game. I won.)))))
Posted by Sergey Miroshnikov at 4:10 AM 0 comments
Monday, June 22, 2009
Life Change
I didn't write for a long time here.
Posted by Sergey Miroshnikov at 7:55 AM 1 comments
Monday, April 20, 2009
Being totally lost...
My life got crazy for last days. Last 5 days was like hell to me. I lost my best friend. I know that it doesnt sound like really serious, but for me it is. I'm totally alone and lost now. I had friendship i guess everyone would dream of. Really. But now i dont. Boom and its gone. I tried to ferget it, not to think of it. I went to club, i was hanging with people from work all the time, even tried to find GF, but it didnt help, i still think about it and everytime i see him online i just want to write hi! how r u?, or have sweet dreams! see ya tomorrow! but i cant, i'm just not sure if i still can torture myself. i walk spesially near his house everyday so if he goes out i just see him a little but does it sound normal? i have grey hair again..is it normal for 18 years old to have grey hair second time in few month? is it normal fo teenager not to sleep or eat because i'm just not feeling like even thinking about food. I dont know what will be next crash in my life! I always ruin something! First my american bro who thinks that i'm too emotional to everything and i dont feel like he really want to talk to me, then my best frind who thinks that i'm liar, my other frinds who thinks that i'm gay because of my style of clothing, my relationship with mumm which is always have problems, everythink i touch is ruined... what sence of doing it again. I'm probably just need to close myself in and live in my own world... sad but true. I need to be loner so i cant hurt anyone. I dont have other choise. It will be hard for me, really hard. But iguess i have no other choise!
Posted by Sergey Miroshnikov at 2:35 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Loosing connection...
I feel like I'm loosing my connection with the people I love. It may be odd, but i feel that. It's just like it was always important to me to spend all my time with, breathe with them, hang out with them. I can't tell that i start to fell that i'm not welcome. Even now i can tell that spend time strat to be more interesting... but i feel gap which i can't explain...that kinda make me feel not comfortable:( maybe i just overreacting...maybe not.
Posted by Sergey Miroshnikov at 11:57 AM 0 comments
Labels: Family
Friday, April 10, 2009
Well....
I din't really had chance to update my BLOG...
Posted by Sergey Miroshnikov at 3:38 PM 0 comments